Dear Time Traveler,

off to another picnic in the park ((((: I love it when...

Wed, 22 May 2013 15:04:00 -0400

off to another picnic in the park ((((: I love it when it’s sunny in SF

I woke up crying this morning after only 2 1/2 hours of sleep, I had to force myself back to...

Wed, 22 May 2013 13:42:00 -0400

I woke up crying this morning after only 2 1/2 hours of sleep, I had to force myself back to sleep but I just laid there looking at the ceiling, hoping my eyes would get tired. I haven’t had a nightmare in so long.

Me: accidently ruins everything

Wed, 22 May 2013 05:46:42 -0400

Me: *accidently ruins everything*

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Wed, 22 May 2013 05:15:35 -0400

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Wed, 22 May 2013 04:32:17 -0400

"If people want to let you go, just let them do it. They may not understand who you are. So don’t..."

Wed, 22 May 2013 04:29:03 -0400

“If people want to let you go, just let them do it. They may not understand who you are. So don’t play around with fire; don’t give them their cake and let them eat it too. Here is your rule of thumb: they either commit to you or get none of you.”

- Joey Furjanic, The Heartbreak Hotel: How Long Will You Stay? (via onlykeep)

hanthelion: OMG… We’ve found a bucket of kittens!!!

Wed, 22 May 2013 04:23:55 -0400

hanthelion:

OMG… We’ve found a bucket of kittens!!!

zirconn: a haiku: this weight on my chestcannot ever be liftedoh wait it’s just boobs

Wed, 22 May 2013 04:22:14 -0400

zirconn:

a haiku:

this weight on my chest
cannot ever be lifted
oh wait it’s just boobs

catmaebo: Opa is chillin’ #corgi #puppies #cute @chamomilky my...

Wed, 22 May 2013 04:21:32 -0400

catmaebo:

Opa is chillin’ #corgi #puppies #cute @chamomilky

my cousin haz hella cute pup

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Wed, 22 May 2013 04:17:13 -0400

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Wed, 22 May 2013 04:13:13 -0400

pleatedjeans: The 90s Guide to Winning an Argument

Wed, 22 May 2013 03:49:33 -0400

pleatedjeans:

The 90s Guide to Winning an Argument

"I have kept her story to retell. It is one of the small legion I carry, each one extraordinary in..."

Wed, 22 May 2013 03:45:01 -0400

“I have kept her story to retell. It is one of the small legion I carry, each one extraordinary in its own right. Each one an attempt—an immense leap of an attempt—to prove to me that you, and your human existence, are worth it.
Here it is. One of a handful.
The Book Thief.
If you feel like it, come with me. I will tell you a story.
I’ll show you something.”

- Markus Zusak, The Book Thief (via excessivebookshelf)

@ahistoricaltruth

Wed, 22 May 2013 03:40:25 -0400

@ahistoricaltruth

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Wed, 22 May 2013 03:39:39 -0400

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Wed, 22 May 2013 03:36:44 -0400

hbkgang: IAMSU!- Dont Stop (Official Music Video)

Wed, 22 May 2013 03:36:05 -0400

hbkgang:

IAMSU!- Dont Stop (Official Music Video)

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Wed, 22 May 2013 03:34:31 -0400

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Wed, 22 May 2013 03:34:01 -0400

tran-twins: fluxhzard: Gender Identity + Queerness This is...

Wed, 22 May 2013 03:31:13 -0400

Identifying the self

Comfortability with self

Examining the self

tran-twins:

fluxhzard:

Gender Identity + Queerness

This is an extremely intimate and personal piece used as an outlet for closer understanding and the ability to accept and love myself.

This series is to demonstrate how I view myself on a daily basis. Within the last eight months or so, I have been exposing myself to how others view their gender identity and how might it help sort out my own questions of gender identity.

The popular understanding of gender is its direct correlation to an individual’s birth sex, but gender is more than that. It is one’s mind and how they perceive, view themselves regardless of what’s downstairs.

“Okay, you have a penis, therefore you are male.”

Ummm.. yeah no. That isn’t how it works. It may be difficult at first to understand, but if people gave it a chance, open up their minds, it is rather easy. It’s easy when most people grow up with genitalia that matches up with what’s inside their heads. It’s been determined at birth, but that’s not always the case.

I’ll use myself as an example.
I grew up knowing there was something different in the way I saw myself. I wasn’t aware of what it was exactly, but I knew something was off. I grew up with my parents and relatives constantly bombarding me with what to wear, why I should wear it because I was born with a vagina.

Okay.

But, what happens when my earliest memory is of how confused I was? I felt male. I felt like a boy just in the wrong body. I wasn’t allowed to always wear pants and shorts and felt extremely sad when forced to wear dresses or skirts. It felt uncomfortable. I felt trapped under these social constructs. I didn’t understand why because I had female body parts that I had to abide by these rules. To me, my ‘lady’ parts didn’t matter nor found its ability to dictate what I was allowed to wear or play.

Growing up with that is difficult and only recently have I started to take what society has taught me and re-learning what gender really means to me. As of now, I view myself as both genders. There are days where I feel masculine and there are days where I feel feminine. In the future, I aim to grow more comfortable and portray myself as masculine as I can or genderless, gender neutral. But, I think the most valuable thing I’ve learn from exploring my own gender identity is that gender is flexible, it is fluid and changing.

These are the more reserved images to this series (except for that nipple slip, but I’m okay with that. Enjoy my nipple.) Anyway, I do not feel comfortable having my boobs fully exposed because the internet is a scary place. But, if you’re interested and I do not find you a creep, send me a message and I’ll send you a private link to the full series.

***Disclaimer: I do not represent all genderqueer individuals. This is based on my own experiences and explains only me.

‘Til next time,
V.
Fluxhzard

VIXIV / Facebook / Instagram: Fluxhzard / Flickr

Thank you for sharing this with us Viviann. Your work is amazing, you are amazing and I cant wait to see what you will do in the next few years. future bestiez 4 lyfe